incorrigibles: (( 06 ))
charles rowland, bisexual disaster 🌈™ ([personal profile] incorrigibles) wrote in [personal profile] coolerjunpei 2024-08-03 04:18 pm (UTC)

[ good, charles says, and doesn't mean someone who always does the right thing, doesn't mean someone who never snaps at others — because, really, it's not about that. crystal used to be mean and horrible and literally made a guy walk into traffic, and she's still sharp and her words cut like knives and yet she's still, fundamentally, one of the best people charles knows, caring and kind and wanting to do better, be better. and edwin — well, edwin's combative, sarcastic, jealous, cold and logical, and also the single kindest person in the entire world, the best person, selfless to the point of staying with a dying stranger, just to make sure he wouldn't pass on alone.

good, charles says, and means you'd never blame me for leaving you because you thought you deserved to be alone, then, means you were willing to self-isolate just to avoid hurting anyone, means you deny it and deflect it but you care about everyone so much it's easier not to face it.

instead of saying any of that out loud, though, what he says is something far simpler — easy, like he's speaking a fact, something written into stone.
]

You won't.

[ he considers, for a moment, moving his arm, but leaves it where it is, draped over junpei's shoulders. silence reigns, for a tick, until he says, with a hint of a smile in his tone, ] So... you have a list. What's on it?

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